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23 October, 2015

When a man is an empty kettle, he should be on his mettle
but I'm all torn apart.
It's all from presuming,
that I'd be kind and human,
if I only had a heart
The Tin Man

12 June, 2014

The Epistle of Paul the Apostle to the Philippians

The Epistle of Paul the Apostle to the Philippians



Philippians, like all the Pauline epistles, begins with a salutation and a prayer with thanksgiving. Paul is convinced that God will complete the good work He has started in the Philippian church. Paul closes the opening prayer with a summation of the theme of Ephesians; that the love of the Philippians would increase in knowledge and insight; so that by their intelligence they could be blameless by choosing what is best. Paul is writing to the Philippian church from prison in Rome and he indicates that the purposes of the gospel have been advanced by the occasion of his imprisonment. Paul praises the Philippians for their steadfast unity in the face of opposition. Paul explains that the motive of the preachers matters in so far as Christ is preached. Paul faces his mortality and shares his indecision between going to the hereafter or to remain on earth to serve. He says, “For me, to live is Christ, to die is gain”. So Paul exhorts to live worthy of the good news, in order that their reputation may serve as a witness to their opposition. Toward that end, Paul recommends humility and unity. Paul tells the Philippians that his happiness will be full if they will only value each other more than each one values themselves, and place the interests of others above their own. Paul mentions the qualities that should stimulate this humility and unity: encouragement from being united in Christ, comfort from Christ’s love, fellowship in the spirit, and tenderness and compassion. Paul tells the Philippians that Jesus is the prime example of humility and that they should think like He did. Jesus did not think that divinity was something to be grasped and held at all costs, but set aside His prerogatives of Godhood in order to become human and the servant of all. Paul introduces this holily with an appeal to unity. And he starts this appeal with a reminder of what Jesus does for us. He gives us encouragement, comfort, and sharing in the spirit and these come by way of His love and union with Him. This union is not only the total communion of supping with Him, and He with you, because we are also sharing in the spirit as in First Corinthians chapter two and verse ten and eleven: “God has uncovered the unimaginable things prepared for us by the Spirit. The Spirit by searching finds out everything, even the deepest truths about God. For who knows a person’s thoughts, except their own spirit with in them?” By the same token, only the Spirit of God knows the thoughts of God. And in Romans 8:26, the Spirit assists us to pray with this knowledge, because since we don’t know the appropriate prayer to make, the Holy Spirit of God prays for us with yearnings that go beyond words. “And He who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.”NIV

1. The Holy Spirit knows the deep things of God.

2. Our spirits know our own thoughts.

3. The Holy Spirit knows the thoughts of God.

4. He who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit. The mind of the Spirit communicates with God according to the will of God in a manner that is beyond words

5. We have the Spirit of Christ.



In that flowing communion of thoughts, to have the same outlook as Jesus in humility is only natural. Because when you put it all together, God knows us, and through the spirit we know God and the will of God. Also God knows the Spirit and because the Spirit knows our weakness, the Spirit communicates our needs in ways beyond words because we don’t know for what to pray. But when we are sharing in the Spirit, we know God and are known by God in ways beyond understanding. The tenderness and compassion that comes from the union of our spirit with the Spirit of Christ. The description of the humility of Christ we are to emulate begins with an injunction against empty conceit or ambition that is selfish. Selfish ambition is contradistincted and contrasted with the object of humility; which is to reject selfishness by placing others and their interests above ourselves and our interests. First, we are to have the same outlook as Christ, who, despite being God, did not think that membership in the Godhead was something to be grasped at; something to be retained at all costs. And if, being humbled from Godhead to humanity was not enough, He was humbled from there to being a servant and crucified the death of a criminal. It is because of that, that God has exalted Him to the highest place, so high that it is He who will be respected by all. Because His name is above every other name, we respect Him also by continuing to work on our own salvation in cooperation with God in us working out our salvation that we might coordinate our will with His purpose and take actions toward the fulfillment of that purpose. Grumbling and arguing will not bring about that purpose, but diligent effort will insure that we are not contaminated by social environment like the Israelites Moses led out of Egypt, constantly arguing and grumbling and turning away from God to idols. If we grasp at the word of life because it is something to be held at all costs. Then Jesus will shine through us against the background of a warped and crooked generation. The shining of the light of Jesus will be brilliant. Paul explains that he is sending back their messenger with Timothy and Paul is to follow soon thereafter. The third chapter is another argument against the Judaizers who followed behind Paul trying to make gentile Christians conform to Judaism. Paul considers that compared to having Christ and being in Him and the righteousness by faith from God taken to its natural conclusion in participating in the suffering, death and resurrection of Christ, the righteousness of the law, Paul’s own righteousness, and his standing in the nation of Israel is all garbage and loss. And Paul declares his perseverance in pursuit of that ultimate participation in Christ and his method to forget the past and push on forward. Paul declares that God will clear up differences in thought. Paul encourages the Philippians to follow his example and unlike the enemies of the cross of Christ whose minds are on earthly things, focus on heaven and the return of Jesus with everything under His feet and glorification of our bodies.

In the closing fourth chapter, Paul starts by making some personal requests. Then, two very valuable exhortations:

1. Because the Lord in near: rejoice always and let everyone see your gentleness. And in each and every situation set anxiety aside and with thanksgiving in prayer and in petitions, give your requests to God. In this way, the peace of God that is beyond comprehension will be a fortress around your heart and mind, protecting them. With your mind and heart protected, contemplate whatever is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, excellent or praiseworthy.

2. Contentment in all situations whether in need or not.



Paul thanks the Philippians for their support. Paul advises unity on two female co-workers in the gospel and conveys and enjoins greetings.

“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. . . .And my God will meet all your needs according to His riches in glory.” As Kenneth Hagin says, find out what God’s word says and make that your confession and make it personal. When feeling overwhelmed, I make Philippians 4:13 my confession. He further says that the soul is the seat of the intellect, emotion, and will. This must make metaconsciousness a function of the soul. “Faith is always expressed in words. Faith must be released in words through your mouth.” (Hagin, 1997, pg 6) Hagin says that four keys to Spirit filled living are:

1. Forgive yourself

2. Forget (Philippians 3:13)

3. Glossolalia

4. Speak the word



Because the words you speak:

1. Identify you

2. Set the boundaries of your life

3. Affect your spirit



Romans 10:10 belief is of the heart, but it is the confession of the mouth that brings salvation. Speaking the word is Peter stepping out of the boat.



References

Hagin, Kenneth, 1997

Welcome to God’s Family: a Foundational Guide to Spirit Filled Living

Faith Library Productions, Tulsa, OK

11 June, 2014

The First Epistle of Paul the Apostle to the Church At Corinth

Zechariah 7:10 “Do not oppress the widow or the fatherless, the foreigner or the poor. Do not plot evil against each other.” LOVE


8:17, “These are the things you are to do: speak the truth to each other, and render true and sound judgments in your courts; do not plot evil against each other, and do not love to swear falsely. I hate all these declares the Lord.”



In the first book of Corinthians, Paul does not use his standard greeting, “To the church at ___________, the faithful in the Lord.” He says, rather, to the church at Corinth and does not qualify that phrase with holy or faithful but instead adds, “To those who have been sanctified in Christ Jesus, called to be saints, who call on the name of the Lord Jesus from everywhere.” Thus he restricts his greeting only to the elect of God and those who call on His name. Paul is saying by implication that there are those in the church at Corinth who were either not of the elect, or were not sanctified in union with Jesus or were not calling on God’s name. Paul thanks God because God has enriched the Corinthians with all knowledge, all kinds of speech and no lack of spiritual gifts. In his thanksgiving, Paul prognosticates the security of the believers citing the faithfulness of God who has drawn these believers into a union with Christ. Paul therefore pleads with the Corinthians to honor their union with Christ by being in harmonious union with each other and to abandon their sectarian partisanship. If only the church of the third century had heeded him. Then Paul embarks upon a polemic against wisdom, and I think we must approach these verses with some circumspection and pray Jesus to reveal to us more perfect doctrine, because it would be all too easy to jump on a bandwagon of pseudo-intellectual misophism.

First, Paul explains why he did not use eloquence to preach the gospel in Corinth. It is because he does not want the power of his preaching to overshadow the power of the cross of Christ. This is because of people rejecting the gospel on the basis of a preference for secular philosophy. Paul quotes from Isaiah, “Therefore once more will I astound these people with wonder upon wonder; the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligent will vanish.” NIV. In Mark 7:6 Jesus quotes the verse before, “These people come near me with their mouth and honor me with their lips but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is based on merely human rules they have been taught.” Jesus tells that this type of perishing wisdom that decides that one can dedicate the money that otherwise would have been used to help one’s parents to God and then will be excused from honoring their father and mother. Or that if one is careful to give 1/10th of your table salt and pepper, and then you don’t have to worry about such things as honesty or faithfulness. This is exactly the kind of worldly wisdom that is dispelled by the nonsense of preaching. These pronouncements were made against Jews who could have well been expected to know the difference the word of God and the teaching of man. But they did not in Jesus’ time even with better documentation. For Jesus and Paul both, it was likelier that the ones rejecting their message would be the rulers of the synagogue, the wise, the teacher of the law, the philosopher, in a word, those who had something to lose by the reception of the gospel, like their position in society. How did the established priesthood react to the priesthood of all believers taught by Martin Luther? Paul could well be explaining the decisions in his ministry that brought him to Corinth. Intelligence and wisdom cannot be automatically antithetical to God because God is infinite wisdom and infinite intelligence. If God is divided against God, then His kingdom cannot stand and God’s kingdom does stand. Jesus is greater than the wisdom of man and His weakness is greater than the strength of man. God chooses the methods and tools by which He is glorified and no person can say, “The greatness of God is revealed by the greatness of me.” “God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things – and the things that are not – to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before Him. That includes those who would boast about their lack of education, or standing, or political power because Jesus is not only greater than the wisdom of man, He is greater than the narrow minds of the hypocrites. And so it was that when Paul left Athens after mixed results with an eloquent speech filled with wisdom. He came to Corinth without eloquence or quotations from Cretan Stoics.

“Zeal unattended by wisdom eventually becomes its own god; it compels us toward expectations that are unrealistic and outside the timing and anointing of God” (Frangipane, 1994, pg5.)



Is this what is meant when one is said to be so heavenly minded that they are no earthly good?

I Corinthians chapter 2

I Corinthians 11:16 this is a qualifier for the preceding

I Corinthians 14:23 Assembly of God

I Corinthians 15:33 “Be not deceived, evil communications corrupt good manners” because communication is sharing. As with supping with Jesus, sharing is 2-way. In evil communications, one gives evil something, if only time. But one also takes something of evil into oneself. Can supping be ritualistic as well as personal?

The world considers the gospel foolishness because it understood by means of the mind not the Spirit. Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy mind.



First Corinthians chapter one and verses 18 through 3, Paul does not declare human wisdom to be evil, he merely states the God chose to confound it.

Paul cites Jeremiah 9:24 to bolster his opinion that we should rejoice in God and not the gifts He has given us whether they are of high or low social status. At Corinth, Paul placed his confidence in the Holy Spirit and His power and not in his own abilities. And for the mature with no spiritual dysphagia, Paul has a message of wisdom, God’s wisdom, a hidden mystery that God chose for us before the beginning of the world. The things that God has made ready for us are beyond human comprehension but the Holy Spirit knows the deep things of God, the thoughts of God, and our spirit. And the Holy Spirit teaches us to understand God’s gifts, words to explain spiritual things and to make judgments about all things. Paul explains to the Corinthians that the sectarian divisions are the reason why Paul cannot feed them the word for mature Christians and that the people that they chose as the figureheads of their parties are all co-workers working for God to build the Corinthian church. Paul uses the metaphors of a cultivated field and the construction of a building to explain that the Corinthian church is really temple of God. Paul places his judgment in God’s hands not even judging himself because when the Lord comes, “He will bring to light the secrets hidden in the dark and will make known the motives of people’s hearts.” NIV Paul then tells them just what it really means to be an apostle and tells them that he is sending Timothy and eventually coming himself to find out what arrogant people talking can really do.

In the fifth chapter, Paul condemns sexual immorality to the extent that he demands that they put such people out of the church and not to associate with that sort of person at all, because a little yeast spreads through all the dough, in other words, allowing or winking at blatant sinfulness in the church will allow that sin to spread.

In the beginning of the sixth chapter of Corinthians, Paul explains that unity in the church extends to all matters and that disunity even in civil matters before secular courts degrades the testimony of the church. Paul then explains that liberty is not license because we are in union with Christ and as such our bodies are a habitation of the Holy Spirit as we are part of Christ, if we engage in licentious behavior, we are bringing that behavior into Christ; this disrespects Christ’s sacrifice.

The seventh chapter is Paul’s polemic on marriage. Paul is quite specific when he is expounding on his own personal preferences and opinions and this is one of those occasions. In respect to plenary verbal inspiration, does Paul have the full inspiration of God when he says that something he is saying is not said from the mandate of God? If so is he inspired when he says that he is not inspired and therefore what he says is not inspired, or is he inspired when he says it, but not when he says that it is not inspired? Things that are logically inconsistent are excluded from omnipotence that is it is not a denial of omnipotence to say that God cannot make a rock so big that He cannot lift it. So, by the same token, since Paul is inspired when he says that he is not inspired and his personal opinions on marriage are his own personal opinions and not Divine mandate. However, Paul speaks truly when he says that the single Christian cares for the things of the Lord, while the married have divided loyalties, it was God who said that it was not good for man to be alone, perhaps single blessedness is a good and proper state, but in the beginning, God created us male, and female. Wedded bliss is a state approved by God even if it is not recommended by Paul. Even though Paul speaks as if there are times when Paul breaks through the inspiration and places his own opinions into the text of scripture, or Paul speaks of inspiration as extending to individual letters as when Paul speaks of the promise being made to Abraham’s seed, (that is Christ) instead of Abraham’s seeds. Paul expands this principle of not seeking a change of status to all statuses in life including circumcision and slavery, even though he had Timothy circumcised under pressure and grudgingly allowed slaves to accept manumission if the opportunity presented itself, and does allow marriage to exist as if he is capitulating to a nagging child.

The eighth chapter contrasts love and knowledge in the topic of eating food offered to idols. In the Hellenic world, as in Judea, the animals offered were the pick of the litter. That food would have been of the highest quality. The Christians with knowledge could take advantage of the better food because they knew that an idol is nothing. Paul seeks to remind them that other believers might not be so blessed and, in emulating those mature Christians, be led to violate their own conscience. Jesus pronounced woe on those causing others to stumble. When a believer is led into something that, although not sinful in itself, is against their conscience, that violation playing on their mind, will interfere with their relationship with God. The self-accusations will compete for space in their attention with God and they will not be able to commune with God in the totality of their mind. A mature Christian would not give another believer a swift punch in the face, so why would they give a kick to the spirit of another believer.

In the ninth chapter, Paul illustrates the need for circumspection in Christian liberty with the example of his own ministry; that although mandated by God to make his living from the gospel in the manner of Christ’s commission to the twelve and 72, Paul makes his own living and gives them the gospel without needing his own private Lear jet to make his missionary journeys. He says that he has become everything to all people so that by this method of familiarity and association, he might draw some people to the gospel. And he closes the chapter with a comparison of Christian behavior with an athletic competition, explaining that winning is the result of training, conditioning, and dedication.

The tenth chapter contains three segments, the first is an example from Israel’s sojourn in the desert and the outcomes of those sins were preserved in history in order that we might learn from their example. In the next section, Paul puts the capstone on his teaching about food offered to idols by comparing it to the Lord’s Supper and the sacrifices at the temple in Jerusalem. Obviously this letter was written before the temple’s destruction. Paul points out that the issue is participation; that communion is communion with the Lord. Paul remonstrates that he is not arguing for the reality of idols, but the real objects of worship in Pagan ceremonies are demons. The final section weaves these threads of conversation together into practical instructions on how to seek the good of others with expedience. The summary introduces the section where Paul in verse 23 explains that just because everything is allowable does not mean that each and every thing is good.

The eleventh chapter discusses the propriety of hairstyles in church and behavior at the communion ceremonies. In the ancient world, women were punished for serious crimes by shaving their head. Therefore a woman with short hair or a shaved head was a criminal and was bringing ignominy on the church. The hairstyle issue briefly: men should cut their hair; women should not cut their hair or shave their head and should wear a hat. Paul concludes this section with the statement that if anyone wants to argue about it and thereby cause divisions, then there was no such custom. Paul tells the Corinthians that the communion is a ceremonial ritual not to be mixed in with personal meals, but approached with due reverence since it is done in remembrance of Christ.

The twelfth chapter begins with Paul teaching on the gifts of the Spirit. Paul starts by stating his desire that the Corinthians become informed. He reminds them of their former worship of idols and the occasions of ecstatic utterances they had had. He tells them the difference between the gifts of the Spirit and the utterances that people might make in the throes of ecstasy or trance or altered states of consciousness. That being said, that if someone prophesizes, “Jesus is accursed,” they do not speak from the Holy Spirit and contrariwise if someone prophesies, “Jesus is Lord” then the Holy Spirit is certainly involved. Now as to the gifts themselves: gifts, services, and spiritual energies come in a variety of formats, but in all they are form the same Holy Spirit for the purpose of making every person useful and contributive to the common good by their own spiritual manifestation. These gifts are wisdom and knowledge, by speech, faith, healing, wonder working, speaking God’s word in ecstasy (prophetic insight), and the discrimination between true and false spirits, speaking languages in ecstasy and to speak the meanings of those utterances. These are all accomplished by the same Holy Spirit even though they are different. Paul explains this with one of his favorite metaphors as elsewhere he explains the unity of the church as the body of Christ, here he explains the unity of the spirit behind the gifts and the unity of purpose of the spirit in the expressions of the gifts and the offices of the administration of the church, comparing the church to the human body and how the different structures and functions of the body work together for the benefit of the body as a whole. This an echo of the beginning of the 12th there is a parallelism between the ends of both books with teachings of gifts and service and the nature of love and the need for strong Christians to temper their liberty for the sake of those less mature. Some say that these spiritual gifts were a temporary phenomenon for the early church to compensate for the fact that they did not yet have the full entire cannon of scripture. Some say that these gifts continue today as the gifts and calling are irrevocable. Both positions are supported with scripture and for some people this is a contentious issue, (like the security of the believer) not to denigrate the importance of these debates, but contention in the church is to be avoided at any cost other than the preaching of another gospel. I would advise those counting upon the unconditional security of the believer to watch and be ready for no employee wants to be found drunk or asleep when the Boss makes an inspection. The second section of the twelfth chapter is a description of the unity of the body of Christ, the body of all believers. It is unified, but composed of different parts. We are all baptized with one spirit and we are all one in Christ whether slave or free, Jew or Gentile. But we are also each individuals with different characteristics, different functions, different needs, and different contributions to the body. These differences do not divide the body, they complement each other to make the body what it is. Each contributes to the whole and each is sustained by the whole.

The next chapter is Paul’s polemic on love. First, knowledge, faith, spirituality, and charity all of which amount to nothing without love. Paul lists 16 characteristics of love. Love never fails #16 indicates that love preserves and perseveres, but the others, (knowledge, prophecy, tongues) do not have the wholeness of love and as such will pass away, just as things of childhood are left behind in adulthood. Like our present incarnation, which is characterized by limitation will be brought into fullness in glory. Patient, and kind, love is positive. Love is universal; in anything and everything, love bears up, exercises faith, keeps up hope, and perseveres. And love is negative, in jealousy, boasting, conceit, rudeness, selfishness, anger, indecency, and arrogance, love is not present. Love does not: demand its own rights or become provoked. Love does not keep accounting of having been wronged or entertain wicked thoughts. Love does not plan harm or enjoy other peoples comeuppances. The Germans have a word for this: schadenfreude. Love rejoices in the truth prevailing and not evil occurrences. This discourse is concluded with an acknowledgement of our hope in glory; that in glorification, our perception and knowledge of Jesus will be as complete as His knowledge of us.

The fourteenth chapter has two segments. The first is a protocol for ecstatic utterances and prophecy. Paul instructs that prophecy and interpretation of tongues are superior because of meaning and conveyance of information. Paul includes an admonition for women not to disrupt church services with questions for clarifications of fine points because the meeting is for the instruction and building up of the group, so the instruction and building up of individuals should be conducted in private. In the context of this verse it is clear that women should speak out of turn, not that they should not speak at all. After all, Paul had many female co-workers in the spirit as the concluding greetings of his letters bear out, and some of them were prophetesses and oratorixes.

The fifteenth chapter is devoted to the topic of the resurrection of the dead: Christ’s resurrection, the universal resurrection, and the spiritual body of the resurrection. Paul declares that the resurrection of Christ is the most important point of the gospel even so far as to say that without the resurrection, the crucifixion is meaningless. And that resurrection of Christ is a demonstration in earnest of the future resurrection of the dead. Adam and Christ contradistincted. As Adam is the origin of death in the world, Christ is the source of being made alive. Adam became a living being, but Christ became a life giving spirit. Death entered the world by means of a man; the same holds true for the resurrection, and as the clinching proof of the resurrection, Paul cites the futility of being baptized for the dead if the dead are not raised. The translator William F. Beck explains the baptism for the dead as the conversion and baptism of an individual in the hopes of being reunited with a Christian friend or relative in the hereafter after the passing of a friend or relative (Beck, 1964). The seeds are not the growing crop. Different animals have different flesh. The sun, moon, and stars have different lights. The body into which we shall be raised will not be the body we have now. This body perishes and is subject to corruption. It is flesh, the resurrection body is spirit, imperishable, incorruptible. The body we have now is the seed. At death, that body of flesh is the seed that is sown in order to reap the crop of the spiritual body. Adam was of the earth; Christ of heaven. The transformation will take place in a unit of time too small to be further divided. Then the mortal perishable body will become the immortal, imperishable, and flesh and blood will become that which is compatible with the kingdom of God and the final enemy, Death will be defeated in the victory that overcomes death, its sting, sin, and the power of sin, the Law. Since therefore, there is a resurrection of the dead, we should r3esist the deception to eat, drink, and be merry because the Greek poet Meander says and Paul quotes,” bad company corrupts good character.” So Paul entreats the Corinthians to be steadfast and continue the good work of the Lord because we know the effort is not wasted.

Paul closes with six items: instructions for the collection of a relief fund for the famine in Palestine, their reception of Timothy, Paul’s and Apollos’ itineraries, Paul’s recommendations for church leaders, his gratitude for their contributions, and greetings from Asia.

03 June, 2014

The epistle of Paul the Apostle to the Romans


The epistle of Paul the apostle to the Romans

Romans 1:19-20

“Because what can be known of God is clear to their inner moral sense; for in this way God Himself has shown it to them. For ever since the creation of the world, His invisible characteristics – have been made intelligible and clearly visible by His works. So they are without excuse . . . (Williams’s translation) . . . yet He didn’t fail to give evidence of Himself by doing good, giving you rains from heaven and crops in their seasons filling you with food and happiness. (Beck)

Psalm 106:20, “They exchanged their glorious god for the image of a bull which eats grass.  They forgot the God who saved them.”

 

If we compare the sixteenth chapter to the narrative in the nineteenth and twentieth chapters of Acts, we find that Paul was staying with Gaius in whose house the church of Corinth met.  Paul also mentions Eratus, the commissioner of public works at Corinth. (Dummelow, 1936)  Eratus and Timothy preceded Paul into Macedonia right before the riot in Ephesus.  Paul includes a recommendation for Phoebe who was from the Corinth area.  The records in Acts and the internal evidence indicate that the letter was written in Corinth.  The writing of this epistle demonstrates a familiarity with all parts of the Old Testament and assumes the same of the audience.

This epistle has an unusual salutation.  It is much longer than most.  Paul gives extra attention to describing Jesus and the gospel in the opening paragraph.  He explains that this gospel was predicted long ago in the Old Testament.  The salutation to this epistle is not characteristic, like the epistle to the Colossians; Paul is writing to people that he has not yet met.  Unlike the Colossians, where Paul had sent Epaphras to bring the gospel to Colossae, Paul did not control the message that was preached.  So Paul includes a mini-creed in the opening along with an announcement of his calling.  Paul describes the gospel that he is called to preach as being foretold in the Hebrew Scriptures.

Next, he describes the subject of that gospel, namely the person and work of Christ.  Wasting no time, Paul dives right in with a description of the dual natures of Christ, Christ’s human nature as having been descended from King David.  Christ’s divine nature was declared to be by the Holy Spirit in His resurrection from the dead to be the powerful Son of God.  Paul claims that his obligation to preach this gospel of the union of God and man in Christ, by the grace of Christ.  The purpose of Paul’s commission is to bring about the obedience to faith of all the nations.  This obedience will bring about conditions so that people will glorify God.  Paul makes a prayer of thanksgiving for the scope of the Christian testimony of the Romans.  And he prays that God would allow Paul to travel to Rome.  In this matter, Paul prays constantly because he wants to bring them a spiritual gift that will strengthen them and as he tells the Romans that they will encourage each other’s faith.  And anticipates that he might enjoy the results of doing gospel work amongst them.  Paul feels obligation to the Gentiles, since he enjoys the blessings of the gospel, he must share it with those who are without.  Because the gospel contains the method whereby people can achieve right standing before God, it is of the greatest import to people with a need to address God.  This method reveals the way of faith that leads to greater faith Habakkuk 2:5 reveals God’s righteousness as being both by and for faith.  “See the enemy is puffed up; his desires are not upright, but the righteous person will live by his faithfulness.” NIV Another way to look at this verse is by faith you will be righteous, and live.  The wrath of God comes down from Heaven against godlessness and wickedness because God is a God of truth, and in being wicked, people hide God’s truth under a cover of unrighteousness.  As is said in the Q’uran, in Al-Baqarah:

“And if ye are in doubt as to what we have revealed from time to time to our servant, then produce a surah like there and call your witnesses (if there are any) besides Allah, if your doubts are true certainly . . .” (4:14) and again “and cover not the truth when ye know what it is.” (5:42).

 Paul explains the reason for this wrath.  It is because people naturally know that because there is a creation, there must be a creator.  The power and nature of that Creator can be inferred both from that creation and from its nature.  Since the evidence of creation is readily apparent, ignorance is no excuse.

Therefore, the ancients, who had reason to know God, did not honor God with gratitude for life, but turned aside to senseless speculations and exchanged the glory of God for representations of what God had made, and exchanged the natural God-given wisdom for the foolish notion that the God of creation was a bird, or a crocodile or a cow.  Trading in the reality of God for the lie of worshipping the creation instead of the creator, they disapproved of acknowledging God; God gave up on them.  God allowed their minds to become depraved; they had become fools with senseless speculations, so God allowed their foolish hearts to become darkened; their thoughts turned to worthless things and they turned to every sort of depravity and wickedness that their degrading passions would lead them.

In the second chapter, Paul lays the foundation for the universality of sin by exposing the hypocritical nature of human judgment and the disparity between human and Divine judgment.  The perfection of Divine judgment brings both condemnation and approval.  This Divine judgment transcends the distinction of the possession of the Law of Moses.  In verse 11, “for there is no partiality with God.”  NIV.  There is sin and righteousness both within and apart from the law.  It is the inward nature of the person that makes the distinction; the circumcision of the heart.

Chapter 2: hypocrisy is bad. M’kay. Don’t do hypocrisy.  Psalm 62:11-12 “One thing God has spoken.  Two things I have heard: Power belongs to you God and with you Lord, is unfailing Love; and you reward everyone according to what they have done.” NIV Proverbs 24:11-12 “rescue those being led away to death; hold back those staggering toward slaughter.  If you say but we know nothing about this, does not He who weighs your heart perceive it?  Does He who guards your life know it?  Will He not repay everyone according to what they have done?” (Israel’s righteous among the nations) The benefits of circumcision extend only to those who keep the Law of Moses in every respect.  The value in having been a Jew was possession of the word of God, but the benefit of circumcision is for spiritual circumcision only.  If the Jews violated the covenant, does that mean that God breaks the contract too when He does not honor its provisions for those who break it?  No, because a broken contract is no longer mutually enforceable.  If a Landlord fails to maintain a residence in livable conditions, the tenant has the right to withhold the rent until such time as the landlord abides by the contract.  If a tenant fails to pay rent, the landlord has the right to declare the contract null and void and evict.  The righteousness of God is not highlighted by contrast with the wrong doing of humankind.  The kind of righteousness of which Paul writes is a metaphor from legal terminology.  It refers to standing to wit:  a hypocrite trying to enforce a contract that they themselves have broken has no standing.  A landlord who sues for eviction for non-payment of rent on a residence that the landlord failed to maintain in livable conditions such as no provision for heat, lack of access, or a leaky roof is either going to have their case dismissed or be ruled against summarily.  (Likely the judge will explain to that landlord that it is to their advantage to withdraw their suit and forfeit their court costs.)  In order to have standing in a tort case, one must demonstrate damages.  Standing, in this instance is a legal term indicating having an interest in the issue before the court, having a right to be in the court as an officer or as a friend called from the Latin amicus curiae of the court, or having the right to pursue an issue before the court.  The next theory of sin is sin as a broken fellowship with God and redemption as atonement, not the repayment of a debt.  Paul again indicates the origin of sin through Adam but gives no modus for the transmission from Adam to everyone.  That death came to everyone due to the fact of universal sin.  Paul then contrasts sin with grace.

In the third chapter, Paul declares the universality of sin as fact.  He does not attempt to prove or explain it.  He expects this to be self-evident.  Does this contribute an argument for the theory of sin as privation?  There are those who argue that without a doctrine of a sin nature, the universality of sin is indemonstrable, but I say that a fallen nature of sin removes free will and therefore accountability.  If we are incapable of righteousness because Adam sinned then sin is not sin and there is no such thing as moral agency.  If there is no such thing as free choice, no possibility of human righteousness, then Friedrich Nietzsche was correct when he said,” there are no moral phenomena at all, only moral interpretation of phenomena.”  The argument that as potential souls in the semen of Adam, we agreed in Adam to sin is just too silly for a response.  If sin is an inborn trait, it is not a choice.  Furthermore if sin is an acquired characteristic, then our greatest argument against evolution is exploded. If acquired characteristics can be inherited, then Natural Selection is true.  And Levi did not pay tithes to Melchezidek either Hebrews 7:9 is merely a statement of the primacy of Abraham over Levi as his ancestor.  The doctrine of original sin is not necessary to account for the universality of sin because the universality of sin is fact.  Indeed, since moral agency is dependent upon free will, the Divine foreknowledge of sin is not the foreordination of sin, else sin is not sin and Christ died in vain.  There must be the possibility of human righteousness in order for sin to be imputed.  Yet the fact remains in verse 23, “all fall short of the glory of God.”  Which of course, is true because if we did not fall short, we would be God and not human.

The word for sin in the Koine Greek is harmartia which is missing the mark.  Everyone has diverted energy from going the distance to selfish pursuits.  Charles Grandison Finney taught that all sin is some form of selfishness.  If there is an inborn sin nature it is our helplessness as infants which programs our minds to think of self first.  The fact simply is that when the time comes to break the pattern, no one does, except our Lord Jesus Christ.  Since righteousness is Divine righteousness, that is, perfection, anyone not limitless, not perfect, not divine is not righteous and in need of imputed righteousness by faith through grace.

In chapter four, the faith of Abraham was credited to his account as righteousness Here we encounter a different theory of sin, that sin creates a debt that must be repaid; a fiduciary theory of sin.  But still the concept of privation remains.  This debt concept introduces the concept of earning the means to repay or justification by works.  To which Paul responds that wages are not a gift and that Abraham was given a gift of justification by pointing out that righteousness was credited to his account before he was circumcised.  Again sin is described in financial terms.  But what was the faith for which Abraham was credited?  James says that Abraham believed God when he took Isaac up to Mount Moriah to be sacrificed.  Was that not an act? A work?  Abraham’s faith counted for righteousness.  In the matter of the sacrifice of Isaac on Mt. Moriah, God was testing Abraham, God foreknew the outcome.  Abraham was testing God.  Abraham’s faith was evident when he said to Isaac, “God will provide the sacrifice.”  Abraham’s righteousness was not part of the covenant; it preceded it and was the foundation for the covenant.

Since we have been given standing before God, we are happy when we suffer, because suffering leads to endurance.  The one who has endurance will develop a character that is tested and proven.  Endurance brings strength with it.  Because we are strong we have hope for a positive outcome to the application of our strength.  In our experience, strength brings accomplishment.  This hope that is built upon accomplishment, proven strength, tested character, patience, perseverance and tribulation does not disappoint.  We are not disappointed in our hope because it has this solid foundation and is not built on empty air, but on propitiation by faith.

In the fifth chapter, Paul cites Adam’s sin as the beginning of death in the world; and Christ’s act of righteousness in the crucifixion as the source of God’s grace coming into the world.  In contrast, Paul compares how much greater is grace and life for many people than sin and death for all.  In verse 9 of the fifth chapter, we are justified by the blood of Christ; we are reconciled to God by his death.  When we come into the court we have a right to be there as an amicus curiae (friend of the court) our standing allows us to achieve a ruling that we are not subject to the wrath of God.  In verse 13, where there is no law sin is not counted.  Paul contrasts Adam and Christ.  Paul proclaims that Adam was an antitype of Jesus, they both stand at the head of their race; they both stand at tipping points in history; Adam as the source of sin, death, and separation from God, and Jesus as the source of grace.  Here we see the judicial theory of sin in that judgment came upon the human race as Adam was representing all of us when he became our sin on the cross.

In chapter six, no one should say that we should sin all the more so that grace might increase.  Because when we become one with Jesus, immersed into His spirit, we are also on the cross with Him in death.  In His death, our propensity toward sin as habitual behavior died with Him.  We have, in His death, an escape from the habitual practice of sin.  In His resurrection from death, we are baptized into His life, resurrected into a rebirth, into a propensity toward righteousness, and the capacity to practice righteousness to a habitual behavior.  Perhaps it was a confusion of the baptism into Jesus in His death and resurrection that induced the early church into postponing their baptism until later in life so that an inadvertent sin might not spoil their post-baptismal life in Christ.  This is where Paul begins His argument that without the resurrection, the crucifixion is meaningless.  It is the resurrection that demonstrates God’s acceptance of the propitiatory sacrifice of the crucifixion.  Without the resurrection Jesus does not take His own blood to the celestial temple to put on the horns of the altar.  That with the sign and seal of God’s approval, hope in Christ is signified.  Furthermore, it was Christ’s claim to have the power both to lay down His life AND to pick it back up again that is His unequivocal claim to full Divinity.  It is the resurrection therefore that He is fully God and thus an efficacious sacrifice.  Paul uses the institution of slavery as a metaphor for the dedication of the individual to a life style; a lifestyle of sin or a lifestyle of righteousness.

In the seventh chapter, Paul’s next metaphor is that of a widow.  The death of the husband releases the widow from commitment and frees her from any condemnation in a second marriage.  Just as we died to sin in Jesus, so also we died to the law and because of that death we may forsake sin and the law and proceed in a relationship; a relationship with Jesus the one whose death in which we participate gave us the freedom from marriage to sin.

The law was a signpost to sin both for good and for ill.  The law pointed out sin that it may be avoided, but it also called attention to sin – Paul describes the human condition in the rest of the seventh chapter and that the limitation of that condition creates the sinful nature, but again Paul needs no traduction of sin from Adam to us nor any agreement in Adam’s sin by our potential souls in Adam’s body to account for the universality of sin.  It simply is.  Furthermore this doctrine that the soul of the child is in the male gamete is an insult to the humanity of women.  Isn’t it bad enough that Adam blames his sin on Eve, that the consequences of sin only fall on humankind through the sin of Adam but in addition to that in order to explain sin and exonerate ourselves we must also tell women that they have no part in the generation of the immaterial nature, the higher nature of the child that she nourishes and carries in her own body with her own person.  Remember, man was the prototype, woman, the finished product.  The 46th chromosome in man is incomplete, but perfected in woman.  God’s work in creation is praised for its mathematical precision and elegance.  The geometry of man is cylindrical; it is a product of p.  The geometry of woman involves conic sections, a higher order of math.  The formulae of conic sections involve square products.  Conic sections also describe trajectories.  The geometry of women is also the geometry of a body in motion; a body that is interacting with its environment.

Woman was not created from man’s foot for man to exalt themselves upon the backs of womankind is wrong.  Woman was created from man’s rib, so that they may stand side by side in mutual embrace.  A suitable helpmeet means a worthy partner.  In the book of genesis, after creating man, God creates all the animals and brings them to Adam for naming, but none of them were found to be a suitable partner for man, God, in acknowledgement of man’s need for partnership, created eve custom made to be the partner whose partnership brings God’s perfection to mankind.  God could have chosen to become human with a body created by spontaneous generation.  But God chose to honor women by being born of a woman; the ultimate praise.  Jesus, at the garden of Gethsemane, did not want to be crucified, but He was obedient to the death of a slave on our behalf.  At the wedding at Cana, Jesus did not want to change water into wine, because the time was not right.  It was not part of the plan of salvation.  Unlike healing the sick, opening the eyes of the blind, healing the crippled to walk, changing water to wine was not foretold by scripture.  So why did Jesus do it?  In obedience to His mother, He needed no other reason than His mother’s wish.  He changed the water to wine to honor His mother.  How dare we disrespect that which God honors; womankind?

Chapter seven concludes with Paul’s declaration of the mind as the arena for the struggle for dedication to God’s law.  On this occasion, Paul is perhaps not speaking of propitiation, but the fulfillment of the law; because the power of the Spirit frees us from sin and death which the law does not do.  Nope! Next verse speaks of Christ’s sacrifice for sin that frees us from the law.  Through Christ, we have died to both sin and the law so that we might live in the Spirit.  Paul speaks of full adoption into son and heirship in Christ through future glorification and redemption of our bodies.

The eighth chapter begins with the statement that the union with Christ removes the possibility of condemnation.  This is because Christ’s sacrifice met the righteous requirements of the law. Paul makes quotes Psalms 44:2 indicating that we suffer for the sake of God, but God gives us overwhelming victory and through His love. He indicates that this is our hope since justification we have already have for as in verse 24, “who hopes for what they already have?” NIV Paul also indicates that life in the Spirit involves God’s perfect knowledge of our minds and hearts and a communion in prayer between our spirits, God’s Spirit and God.  And that this intercession includes Christ in His official capacity as Glory at the right hand of God and that the resurrection frees us from condemnation. I Corinthians 2:10-12 “For God unveiled them to us through His Spirit for the Spirit by searching discoveries everything, even the deepest truths about God, for what man can understand his own inner thoughts except by his own spirit within him? Just so no one but the Spirit of God can understand the thoughts of God.  Now we have not received the Spirit that belongs to the world, but the spirit that comes from God.  That we might get an insight into the blessings in our weakness, because we don’t know how we should pray, but the Spirit Himself pleads with unspeakable yearnings, and He who searches our hearts knows what the spirit thinks, for He pleads for His people in accordance with God’s will.”

In verse 25, through the rest of the chapter, Paul describes the loving-kindness with which God cares for us; How God’s serendipity takes situations and makes the best of them.  In this, God has chosen us to be made like Jesus.  Since the ways of the flesh, that is the way of the natural man – the person without Christ is against the ways of the Holy Spirit.  We do not hanker after the things of the world, but the things of the spirit.  We are in the realm of the Spirit, we live in the Spirit, and we follow the Spirit who makes His home within us with Jesus.  Having died both to sin and the Law, we live according to the Spirit.  Paul speaks of the full adoption into the heirship in Christ.  Since we are adopted as the heirs of God, God grants us anything because He has given us everything in Jesus, God stands for us.  With God for us, no one can oppose us; no one can condemn us; no one and nothing can separate us from God’s love.  Some say that we ourselves can do so.  But what does Romans 8:35-39 actually say? I think that if we separate ourselves from fellowship with God, we have still not separated ourselves form the love of God.  Our heirship with Jesus extends to our eventual glorification and redemption of our mortal bodies.  Paul also indicates that life in the Spirit involves God’s perfect gifts to us are freedom from condemnation.

The ninth chapter is a theodicy, which is a defense of the sovereignty of God.  The occasion of this defense is Paul’s sorrow that his fellow Jews do not receive the sonship and blessings of God because they reject Jesus.  But in this rejection by some Jews, God’s promise has not failed.  Because God chose Isaac, not Ishmael and God chose Jacob not Esau.  God has chosen Jacob while the twins were yet unborn.  God tells Moses that God will dispense mercy and pity according to His own choice.  And God chose to inspire resistance in Pharaoh to further His own purposes.  Is God unfair in the choices He makes?  We cannot say, God is the potter, we are the clay.  God does not choose arbitrarily.  In verse 11 Paul states that God is accomplishing a purpose in His choices.  From the perspective of the clay, with limited perception, sensation, and cognition, how can we measure the choices and decisions that God makes from a perspective that is limitless in scope, perception, sensation, cognition, discernment, and so on?  Paul describes the knowledge and choices of God as not being from the limited nature of material existence.

Chapter 10 Paul indicates his sympathy and empathy for the Jews.  Verse 4 Jesus is the culmination and end of the Law in order that righteousness by faith becomes available.  Jesus is right here with us, we have no need for someone to travel long distances in order to bring Jesus to us, and Jesus and His word are in our hearts and on our lips.  In verse 9, Paul separates justification from salvation and continues the image of heart and lips saying with the mouth confess to receive salvation and with the heart believe to justification.  Paul ascribes justification to belief in the heart and salvation to the work of confessing with the mouth.

In chapter 11 Paul continues to explain the role of the Jews in the new covenant and uses a metaphor of pruning and grafting a cultivated olive tree and in verse 29 he declares that the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable.  Paul explains the like the time of Elijah, God has not abandoned Israel, no Israel entirely abandoned God.  So the gentile Christians have no reason to boast or become puffed up with pride because  the Jews were removed from the promise in order to make room for them since that removal resulted in blessing, the return of the Jews will bring about even more blessing.

The section of the twelfth through fourteenth chapters show the convergence between the values of Paul and Christ.  The 12th chapter begins with a description of true and proper worship which is the service to God in our everyday lives: eating healthy and exercising to enhance the temple of the Holy Spirit, making every step when we walk a moving prayer; making every moment a gift to God according to God’s grace; and according to His gifts to us.  Our individual gifts fit together to complete God’s church according to God’s plan, some serve, teach, encourage, manage, share, and help the needy.  Together all these people doing all these activities in cheer and enthusiasm to complete God’s work.  Paul encourages the Romans to support each other in respect and love; to be happy with each other, to be patient with each other.  The kindness shown to strangers and enemies will lead to the conquest of evil because revenge is the Lord’s business not ours.

The thirteenth chapter of Romans begins with Paul’s defense of the civilian government and its place in the hierarchy of the Divine Moral Government of the universe.  Verse 4, a sword is not normally used to administer a spanking.  Paul exhorts the Romans to be only under the obligation to love; he echoes the words of Jesus that in loving one’s neighbor as oneself, that one will naturally follow the law because love offers no harm.  Paul says that the time is short and we should act as if our behavior was under the scrutiny of the light of day.

Chapter 14:  The details of your walk with Jesus do not matter as long as your focus is on Jesus, if you are focusing on someone else’s walk, whether you judge or criticize, your focus is no longer on Jesus.  Furthermore, Paul in verse seven foretells Donne’s dictum, “No man is an island”.  And as Christ is the lord of all of us, the living and the dead we should not judge each other because Christ will judge us all.  In the things that we do we are in interaction with Jesus whether we live or die, it is in Jesus.  In view of this, we should help and not hinder each other in living for the Lord.  There is no moral agency, praiseworthiness, or blameworthiness in things as in the things that we eat.  The good or evil in things is what we do with them; do we eat to the glory of God?  Do we eat to the glory of self?  Do we eat in excess or deficiency?  Either of these is not eating to the glory of God.  Neither is eating something that will cause another to stumble in their walk with the Lord.  We no longer have the issue of meat offered to idols, but the principle remains the same.  Be certain of your principles without doubt and follow them before the Lord.  If your practices without misgivings then they are lawful, if they do not arise from faith, then they are sin.  In some manuscripts, the closing doxology appears here.

In the fifteenth chapter, Paul continues this theme of enjoining the Christians who are strong enough to bear with those who are weak to help them in their Christian walk.  Toward this end, the scriptures were written so that we might use them to learn.  Not only that, but in the scriptures, we will come to a place where we can value our spiritual hope all the more.  And part of helping each other grow, is having accepted each other into harmonious association.  Jesus had become the proof of God’s truthfulness by being the servant of Israel to the fulfillment of the promises that God gave to the patriarchs.  As well as the gentiles enter into the promise, they become both praise to God, and the occasion for God to be praised and the people praising God, and Jesus becomes the hope of the gentiles.  Jesus, this God of hope, Paul prays will fill the Roman Christians with happiness and peace by and through their having continuing faith and belief that trusts God, so that the Holy Spirit in power will give more hope than they can contain.  Paul then expresses his confidence that the Romans can teach each other by their goodness and knowledge, so he only adds a few minor points with boldness.  He does this because of his special mission to bring the gospel to the gentiles.  This mission and the details of its history are his glory, his offering to God and the glory of God by signs and wonders.  Paul expresses his desire to push back the frontier of the gospel and not reiterate someone else’s work so he wants to come to Rome on his way to Spain after having delivered the Greek relief fund to the hungry of Judea from a famine (and incipient communism).  Paul begs for the support of their prayer in this endeavor.  Some manuscripts place the closing doxology here.

The sixteenth chapter contains personal greetings and a long list of personal introductions.  Finally, Paul warns to avoid people who with smooth talk and flattery deceive people and cause hindrances that oppose the gospel that they already possess.  Paul then concludes with glory to God who makes us strong by the gospel which is the revelation of ancient mysteries that were prophesied of old in scriptures that brings gentiles into obedience by faith.  The 20th verse of this chapter sounds like an ending it is the third such false ending.  Part of this is natural variance between manscripts.  Since this letter was dictated to secretary, (v22) preachers the use of the phrase “and in conclusion” is absolutely meaningless.


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28 May, 2014

Gender equality


Woman was not created from man’s foot for man to exalt themselves upon the backs of womankind is wrong.  Woman was created from man’s rib, so that they may stand side by side in mutual embrace.  A suitable helpmeet means a worthy partner.  In the book of genesis, after creating man, God creates all the animals and brings them to Adam for naming, but none of them were found to be a suitable partner for man, God, in acknowledgement of man’s need for partnership, created eve custom made to be the partner whose partnership brings God’s perfection to mankind.  God could have chosen to become human with a body created by spontaneous generation.  But God chose to honor women by being born of a woman; the ultimate praise.  Jesus, at the garden of Gethsemane, did not want to be crucified, but He was obedient to the death of a slave on our behalf.  At the wedding at Cana, Jesus did not want to change water into wine, because the time was not right.  It was not part of the plan of salvation.  Unlike healing the sick, opening the eyes of the blind, healing the crippled to walk, changing water to wine was not foretold by scripture.  So why did Jesus do it?  In obedience to His mother, He needed no other reason than His mother’s wish.  He changed the water to wine to honor His mother.  How dare we disrespect that which God honors; womankind.

27 May, 2014

radiometric dating and astrophysics

SEVEN PRIOR QUESTIONS TO RADIOMETRIC DATING



I Sample has been uncontaminated in situ

II No daughter products were initially present

III No changes in decay rate have occurred

IV Sample has not been subjected to environmental factors

(e.g. cosmic rays, nearby radioactivity, or chemical contamination)

V There have been no changes in atmospheric shielding

VI There has been no change in the Van Allen belt

VII The clock of radioactive decay started at zero



In the explosion of the big bang, Newton’s laws of motion should prevent any delta vector of the trajectory of the cosmic effluga. So Dark Matter is theorized in order to provide the necessary seeds of change in motion required to stimulate aggregation. Black holes can be detected by gravitational lensing, this is similar to the effect seen during an eclipse of the sun and the corona of the sun is visible around the moon. Starlight can be seen around dark objects of high gravity. This footprint of a black hole is not as we might think, the gravity of the black hole bending the light around it, but the mass of the black hole bends space so that a straight line between stars behind the black hole intersects the earth. Instead of the star, the earth and the black hole all being on a straight line, space itself is curved in the presence of the black hole in such a manner so as to curve that line enough that the star which is behind the black hole can be observed as if in a corona. Astrophysicists have created a map of the pattern of intergalactic space. Now is that a guess or have they created this map by observations of gravitational lensing? Without dark matter, the big bang would produce an ever expanding sphere of particles. Dark matter is theorized in order to fill the requirements of matter in the universe required by the big bang theory. What is the percentage of population III stars in the universe? Is the universe old enough for population III stars to have exploded? Would creating the universe with the appearance of age be considered a lie? Ferrell (insert reference) claims that there have not been enough hypersupernovae to have produced the heavier elements, but he is only counting observed supernovae denying any unobserved supernovae. He also makes much ado about no heavier elements than helium in novae but at the same time touting the existence of heavier elements in population II stars. Also stellar evolution is argued against by the presence of heavier elements in intergalactic space. (?) or nebular gas (?) What does spectroscopic analysis of the crab nebula? The background radiation of the big bang is omni-directional and homogenous or at least nearly uniform whereas it should be traveling in all directions away from the location of the big bang explosion. Doppler Effect of extra-solar light and the entire universe is moving away from not the location of the big bang but from the earth. Some stars or quasi-stellar objects are moving too fast for theory to explain, so dark energy is the supposition that provides the extra speed. The warp of space in the presence of mass would decrease the energy of light passing through that warp creating an illusion of red shift. Entropy would also redshift light. The Doppler shift of train whistles is observable at a distance from the tracks, redshift in a star’s light does not necessarily mean travel away from us, and it could mean travel perpendicular to our direction of observation.

20 May, 2014

My Testimony


My testimony:

 

Luke 18:13 “God be merciful to me, a sinner.”

 

Revelation 3: 20, “Behold, I stand at the door and knock, if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person and they with me.”

 

When I came to Marion County jail, I was shocked that I would be put in jail.  I had forsaken all the behaviors that might have gotten me accused of even a misdemeanor long ago.  I was more shocked than I was by the death of my firstborn.  My first 48-72 hours were little more than a chorus of intrusive thoughts chanting: I want to die.  I need to die.  I must die.  To be accused of the most monstrous crime possible was even worse.  I had fought suicidal ideation and depression for most of my adult life, except for my second marriage.  But this was more than I could fight.  Especially since most of my coping strategies were tied up in my second wife.  I used the cement floor as a whetstone to sharpen my fingernails so that I might tear open the wound from my IV insertion that was never used.  For all that I tried to dig at my wrists; I only made the wound wider, not deeper.  It was frustrating that the vein was so close but I could not reach the vessel wall.

I reported my intrusive thoughts to the mental health worker.  The intrusive thoughts were coming at me so fast that I could not get a word in edgewise, even within the confines of my own mind.  I was also having intrusive thoughts of a religious nature, but they were not comforting.  I was reliving every unkind word ever spoken to me.  My thoughts started coming at me so fast that they were no longer limited to words.  They came at me like flying spheres.  They were leaving behind streams of continuous afterimage. Their coloring was in grayscale.  They varied in tone from charcoal to slate.  At first, their passage left a trail behind them, but they began to change in appearance from spheres to round ended cylinders.  Each of these streams of grey was associated with a thought and I experienced the words of each thought.  But their passage increased in speed to the point that I did not have time to experience anything more than the flow of all of them.  As the words passed more quickly, they became quieter and less distinct as if not annunciated properly. Then the words in the spheres were passing so quickly that they became sounds irretrievably distorted by the Doppler Effect.

I began to view them from a perpendicular perspective instead of head on.  I began to see a tiny green square grow larger.  As the green square grew bigger, I recognized it as a painting of Jesus knocking at the Heart’s door that I had seen often if not daily as a child.  After viewing this image for quite some time, a modicum of control over my own mind returned and I prayed the sinner’s prayer of Luke 18:13 from the parable of the Pharisee and the Publican.  Then I composed a formal prayer of salutation and welcome in response to Revelation 3:20.  In this way I formally ritualized opening that heart’s door.  I immediately felt a sensation of warmth similar to that described by John Wesley concerning his conversion.  The ambient conditions of the jail suicide watch cell block, the thickness of the blanket, and the open nature of the suicide smock that I was wearing, precluded any explanation of this sensation by natural means.  This sensation was not the result of any natural phenomena.

My intrusive thoughts no longer controlled the landscape of my mind.  They disappeared for two days, and when they returned, they were subject to dismissal by my mind.